GRANNY
Wednesday, March 12th, 2008GRANNY
The wrinkled old woman sits with gnarled fingers pensively entwined in her lap. An empty maple rocker rests in a sunny corner of the farmhouse kitchen — waiting for new generations of babies to comfort
Granny rests her weary body in the big, soft chair purchased by her children. It was their 80th birthday gift for all the years she had fetched and carried, cooked and cleaned for them.
Seemingly at rest, her mind is busy with thoughts of the past. She doesn’t notice bright sunlight glinting through the old oak tree, bathing violets with life giving light on the window sill.
Instead she sees pictures in her mind, like a slide show of the past:
–Five children clamoring for food around the dinner table.
–Husband John, stamping snow and ice off his boots in the rear entry.
–The stormy spring night the old cow needed help birthing her calf.
–Sewing children’s clothes on the old treadle sewing machine.
–Son Bill, proud in his uniform before he went to war – never to return.
Her eyes drift shut on memories of what once was – but will never be again. Where have they all gone? Why is she here all alone? Now that she has plenty of time for rest, why doesn’t she ever feel rested?
She did not realize when it was happening how precious it was. Mostly she felt tired, sometimes irritable, often overwhelmed. The children’s laughter sustained her then; the yearly process of new life, new growth gave her hope and joy.
Now memories are what sustain her - for she has outlived them all.
92 years old tomorrow; still living on her own. Perhaps the great grandchildren will come. Her eyes drift closed…. sleep overtakes her. But the memories will never stop. They fill her dreams, waking and sleeping.
Memories keep her alive.
